confsd's Journal

 
    
11
Jul 2007
1:02 PM CST
   

i love 2 people very much both i have history with. I am married to one and would never want to hurt him, but i have always thought of the other since our relationsip ended over 10 years ago. It only ended because a job took him somewhere else and I was able to go with him. Shortly after we quit talking I found my now husband who I love very much, but am I in love with him no. We are very good friends my husband and I but my family and him do not get along and our relationship isnt always healthy. Since I have been with him my dreams have flown out the door. Recently my ex contacted me as my husband and I are having problems and I have been thinking of leaving him and with my ex contacting me makes me want to leave even more, but I love my husband and would never want to hurt him. I just dont know if staying in this marriage is worth letting go of my family and my dreams.
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  • Username: confsd
  • Gender / Age: Female, 45
  • Location: USA - Nebraska
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