ciancasaje's Journal
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Dec 2006
8:29 AM EDT
My first upload... December 20, 2006. Last whole day of school. The day which my love turns her back on me... We may never talk to each other again... How I wish I'd never been to this school. Once again, I've been hurt and rejected. Another piece of my broken heart fell. My heart that has been broken for many years yet again stabbed by a knife... I do have a curse... A curse of being alone... Alone in my whole entire life... I will never have a special girl who will love me for the way I am... Love... Why is love important to me? Why do I have to rely on it if it hates me? This word... It hurts me so much when I hear it... It hurts me when I feel it... Is there any way I can escape from it? Is there any way for me to not feel it? Help... Help is what they say that I need... But what kind of help? Help for me to become emotionless? Help so I'll become numb? ... What am I suppose to do?...
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