brikingbird's Journal

May 2007
5:53 PM CST

Well i havent wrote in a long time or thats what it feels like..Hmm well the guy im seeing..is with a bunch of girls..i should have known! hes always done this to me. hes so sweet and you never think hes cheating..i guess all guys who are like that do that huh? i dont know i wonder if he actually feels like he says he does..i guess not if he could do this? i knew this was going to happen all along so its not that big of a surpise. i dont know whats wrong with me i know i can do better but still i go for guys who treat me bad. i wonder if im like my cousin..she always needs a man no matter how he treats her or her kids..i hope not. idk i know i deserve better but i bet anything im gonna fall into his lies again when i ask him about all his lil girls hes running around with. i need to learn one of these days. idk i just need someone there since i dont have tha dad around. but is that worth it. i know ill just be heart broken in the end. i think i should just end it now instead of starting to feel more for him again..then gettin dropped like nothing..idk it feels so good to have someone there for me tho..OMG i do sound like my cousin!! ahhh life sucks right now! :( well my mom told me i dont need a man to feel loved..or something like that. Some encouraging words tho i guess? mom always knows best lol she does..well i cant think of anything else thats goin bad for me! lol just pityful other than that life is good!

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Username: brikingbird

Gender / Age: Female, 34

Location: USA - Minnesota