Well i guess its been awhile since ive updated this thing..
Ive learned alot in the past year..
dont get into a relationship with a man who keeps downgrading your wants and needs..
Dont settle.. absolutely no damn settling.
My current relationship is as rocky as mount rushmore.. yet i keep trying and he continues not to try...
he even thinks i dont kno what kinda bullshit hes been up to lately online.. i keep seein this damn craigslist thread for encounters on his screen... for the past 3 weeks and i asked him about it and hes like,.. im laughing at these ppl who are lookin for ppl online.. motherfucker dont play me.. you dont log in that damn often every damn day to look at ppl.. fuck that..
so.. ive been looking for places with and without him..
i have needs wants and desires too.. and right now none of them are being met..
he keeps handing out ultimatums.. ill have one soon.. and it will be final
mesha is moving to the beach this summer.. imma love it.
with or without him.. yes i prefer with.. but i can do bad by my got dammed self.
Im tired of the shit.. the constant his way or the