Hey everyone, it's me, Sunlight! ^_^ except i'm nawt alone today... my friend and Sis Cici the hedgehog!! <3 Cici: hey everyone! what's up? It's yer girrrrrrl... Cici in da HOOOOOOOOOOUSE! X3 go on wit' your bad self.
well... now that THAT'S out of my system... let's get on to buzzzinass... lol�that sound funneh XD um... me and Fury are NO LONGER together >.> i got Amy and Shaddie-kun (Shadow) together <3 and Sonic... well... he's SONIC X333 um.. Rouge and Knuckles are doin' well... they figured a way to balance de skool thang and ze babii thang out purrfectly ^_^ i'm so happy for them...
ps: the title is part of the song "What Hurts The Most" by Cascada
i can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
i can take a few tears now and then and just let'em out
i'm not a-afraid to cry every once in a while (cause that's not what gets me)
there are days every now and again that i pretend i'm ok
but that's not what gets me
what hurts the most was being soo close
having so much to say & watchin' you walk away
never knooowin' what could have been... not seeing that and lovin' you is what i was trying to do
it's hard to deal with the pain of loosing you every where i go
but i'm doing it
it's hard to force that smile when i see you're old friend and i'm alone
it's still harder...
getting up getting dressed living with regret
but i know if i could do it over
i would change all the words that i saved in my heart that i left unspoken
having so much to say and watchin' you walk away
never knooowing what could have been not seein' that and lovin' you is what i was tryin' to do (Oh woah! heeeey yeah!)
i'm not a-afraid to cry every once in a while even though goin' on with you boy still upsets me there are days every now and again i pretend i'm ok
but that's not what gets me...
what hurts the most was bein' soo close
never knoooowin' what could have been not seein' that and lovin' you is what i was trying to do...
i'm very sad as you can see... well, journal and people out there... i'll see ya around... whenever.
Forever and always, ~Sunlight <3�