One of the managers came down from the hotel with his son. A cute little four year old with dinosaur pajamas on...so cute..lol Anyway, we talked about the fact that his family came in to visit him. They are still in transition with his new job. He talked about his wife and what they had like it was.....love. Is that possible? Can that be real? The look in his eyes as he spoke about him going home for his anniversary soon. God...how I want that. That all encompassing adoration. Does anyone else feel like they will die without love? I watched him...I watched as he talked about this woman who he misses when they arent together...as he ran his fingers through his sons curly blonde locks. He got his coffee and left me standing there while he walked away with all the feelings for her that I wished, hoped, prayed that someone would have for me. Why is that not out there for everyone. Beautiful, ugly, fat, skinny, black, white....everyone. I got teary eyed as he walked away. His son's hand holding on to his dad's shorts. I felt empty. I wanted so bad for someone to love me like that. Talk about me like that. I want to shine from someone's eyes too. Life is too hard...I know some people would just say...Die and get it over with. If you are that miserable.
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