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08
Jun 2007
3:17 PM EDT
   

Today I was off work. I did alot of running today. I took my sister to the store and I did go over to work to talk to a VIP host about the job. I dont know if it is for me or not. They say they love it but it can be challenging because the people occasionally try to get alot off of them. It's hard to be tough and sometimes say no. Can I say no? Can I be tough but fair? I am a softie. I didnt ask them how much they got paid. It just seemed rude to do so. I went to see about the other Starbucks. They are not hiring right now. I am not sure what I want to do. Maybe I feel such urgency to change jobs because I lack the strength to change my home life. Is that possible? In the meantime....I am trying to keep myself busy so I dont call George. I have spent so much time and energy just trying to erase the things he said to me. He lifted me up so high off the ground.....Then he let me go. I wanted to believe....I wanted to think someone would want me...I shouldnt have listened and I should have never responded to his email when he found me. I am a fool.
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  • Username: SeeWhy
  • Gender / Age: Female, 58
  • Location: USA - West Virginia
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