Day off. I stayed out of the house the moment I got up and got changed. I made the mistake of saying I am thinking about picking up the smoking habit again because I am stressed. Husband proceeds to tell me I shouldnt be stressed I can drive, I have freinds and family etc...I told him it was because everything around me is a war zone. He then says...is it because the house is untidy...AHHH I feel what is left of me is living. I dont know what is replacing it but...I do no I have become somewhat silent.