I have been talking to my friend just a little while ago. We talked about random things like we always do but then he said that he was feeling sad. I asked him why. He said he remembered his good friend that no longer talks to him because of something he said. For wanting to end his life. Suddenly, I also felt the sadness because I haven't talked to Kevin or my other friend for a while. I miss them both. Honestly, it really pisses me off and I'm sick and tired of hearing people say that they want to end their life. I think it's very selfish and it really upsets me when someone i really care about says things like that. He said that he can't think positively anymore and is now pessimist and that there's no hope for him. It hurts me to see him like this. I sometimes feel sad and pessimistic but that only makes me stronger and I know the sadness will not last forever. I'm extreamly greatful for what I have. I might not understand what he's going through but I really hope everything will turn out okay and he'll be able to see life as a blessing and not something to be thrown away so easily. SOUL
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