today me and mike were supposed to meet up at MLK Park... i got pissed cuz my bro wanted to leave as soon as we got there but cometo find out an hour later he didnt go...like everyone says pay babck is a bitch.. ive done it to him before so i couldnt really get mad... i cried though.. i really feel like im not a good girlfriend... like im mean to him and he justtakes it... but honestly he doesnt seem to havea "sweet'bone in his body... like he never suprises me says sweet things as much as before i dunno if i should be worried or not.. and he puts track before me... a sport... and i put... nothing before him.. nothing i treat him like my king and i expect to be treated like a queen.. spoil me g** dammit! i have 4 months til the expecting days when he gonna be leaving which is17 saturdays... 27 days outta school 1 holiday and 1 birthday... so i have 56 oppurtunities to see him... imma take em all... carpe diem right? soo im live my days with him.. no matter what, who when or how.. i need to see him... to prove to everyone that (1) imma good girlfirend (2) that he cares and loves me (3) that we are meant to be and nothing will stop us... unless he cheats on, lies to, or keeps secrets from me....then i have no choice... i miss my baby boy...
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