so i can not stop thinkin bout mike.. he's my boyfriend of almost 3 months but ive known him for 15 months and dated him a total of 6 months within that 15.. and in july hes moving away.. to arkansas.. i hate this.. i mean every time i fall for a gut he moves or leaves me for another girl is it me? or them? i have yet for figure that out.. and it sucks... cuz i honestly believe that we will be together for a while despite the fact he will be moving 23 hours away to malvern arkansas.... ugh.. he never says he'll try to stay... or i think we could runaway together not literally runway but just STAY together on the west coast.. instead of being soooo spaerd apart... i dunno how i am goin handle this he left once before and i cried all damn day... and only he could make me smile... and he promised to call, myspace msg me, and email me he did everything once!! no.. not happenin cuz hes mine now so i need him to call me everyday, myspace msg me alot, and email me when i dont answer or msg back.. i basically want him to be desperate for me
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