I clicked the add over their---->
well like I was saying today was a good day�
and� things are getting better
and I have to go to get a mother's day present too
... I'm so glad I'm starting to feel better
but grading does make me nervous
I realize she has problems and I do too but I'm still very hurt I can't eleive she was crying cause of the jaw breaker dust on her pants she just said that to cover up that she is upset he is their and I am sick of this I thought we would both be the same but I'm all the sudden playing 2nd fiddle
but at least I got out of school early for the dentist my teeth are so clean feeling but I've got to floss more I really dont want to get a cavity he said it might just be a shadow on the X-Ray
At my Bffs yeah!
no one is here she went to go get her sister from school.
*sigh*� lonesome sould have went with her oh well� I need to start writeing more it feels better when I get it all out and you don't ignore me.
This upcomeing exam is so stressfull man I kinda wish I never sighned up for it but its colledge credits thats good.
it just adds to my stress. God i forgot about her cats
i think maybe I should work on getting� Boyfriend soon I mean i am getting lonelyer now that like all of my friends are paired up...
and their are a few boy who are kinda cute at school my as well before we never see each other again
may be its the end of school that depresses me so much I need a distraction, someone besides the computer who will listen to me... my friends have proved they won't listen to me all they see is their problems and expect me to see only that as well
their are noone in my classes and i wish i had more friends in them i dont like sitting alone man I'm glad i skiped AVID today it woud have been bruteal like Chem was...I dont feel like anyone cares for me really cause they want to but because they have to I know this is kinda pathetic but Ireally don't see what others see in me whats so special about me� like the ubushi(fruits basket) on your back i guess...
I thought maybe shoping would make me feel better but i guess that was only temparary i was thinkin maybe ill go to TRU next year� cause their oviously isn't anything here for me but this lonleyness and ill make new friends ... i need that less needy ones
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