MDM's Journal

 
    
22
Dec 2006
12:12 PM MDT
   

I am 42 years old. A mature, reasonable, logical sort. I know the routine....and still I long for a different result. I wish for Christmas miracles. I wish that my family would stop being so selfish and clueless and unthoughtful and for once, do something special for me, some wonderful surprise that said, YEAH, we care, we love you, we appreciate you. You are worth thought and effort and care. So tell me, knowing that this will not be happening for me yet again, how do you not be disappointed? How do you not hurt? How do you continue to love unconditionally and give all you have to give without any bitterness? How do you hide it? How do you NOT be MOODY And SAD????
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MDM's Profile

  • Username: MDM
  • Gender / Age: Male, 60
  • Location: USA - Colorado
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    About Me: A stay at home Mom....two teenage sons and a wonderful new baby girl from China. I am married to a Farmer/Rancher. It is a good life and I am blessed. But I am not perfect....

    Interests: Taking care of my family and friends,Cooking, photography, flowers, Computer Creations

    Favorite Music: Rascal Flats, Toby Keith, Keith Urban, and stuff from the ERA that I grew up in.