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Apr 2010
1:51 PM EDT

SLOW DOWN!

WOW! why are these years going by so quick, My older brother is gonna be a dad, so that makes me an auntie, im gonna be a bridesmade next year, and its easter 2010 already, Im a teenager!! i guess more opertunaties come with growing up. And responsabilities! In highschool, Learning alot! next year im gonna have my options for lessons aka Career options. But, to be honest, im not sure what i want to do! ive always loved animals and loved helping them and caring for them, And since i was little i was certain i wanted to be a vet, but my mind is wandering into new things! two years ago i got into nail art, pampering, styling etc, so i was set to being a beauty therapist, That would be two years in collage. A vet would be eight years, a little in collage and the rest in uni. but recently, ive been thinking about teaching! i havent looked into that much yet... But i might not even have a proper career! who knows, i could be a waitress, or a cleaner in mcdonalds! The only thing is, university is alot of money, of course i would be turning to my parents, my dad said he would pay, but he was shocked when i told him, of course because of the expence! My sister immediatly knew she wanted to be a teacher, or nursery nurse. and now she is a nursery nurse! My brother Wants to be a carpenter, and hes studing for that now! my oldest brother (whom is having the baby!) is a chef! im not sure if he wanted to be, but hes happy with it! I doubt any of my siblings had alot to think about, they set out for what they wanted :/ But all of my family and close friends say im FANTASTIC at art, and i love it! i love painting, drawing, adding my own personal touch to things, decorating, and making everything interesting and wonderful! art is amazing, its� a great stress releaver! My Godmothers tell me not to waste my talents, but im not sure if anyone would be interested in buying my work in the future, Art school would be great! but im just not sure. Ive recently been asked to paint a picture, but im not sure if any money will be included. i highly doubt it. i really need to think about all of those things i want to do! who knows, maybe ill go for all three qualifications, and then go to art school! I just am worried, i mean EIGHT YEARS?! that causes alot of persevrence, And if i cant get into a uni close to home, i would drop out!� i need advice :(

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