JJizzle80's Journal

Jun 2007
5:41 AM EDT

Ha that's a funny question to ask me. What I expect from others I do not bother because no one ever gives me anything I expect from them. Like I expect my mother to respect me and let me raise my own kid but she does just the opposite. Sure she's nice to have around for when I go to school so she can babysit when no one else could. That's about the only thing I need her for. But yesterday I was playing with my kid and I was holding him on top of my head cuz he was playing with my hair and giggling and he decided to take a turn on me and hit his face on the hard part of the couch which is the arm rest. She blew up at me and told me she was calling Social Service because all I do is hurt him. What it's not o.k. to get hurt once in a while everyone does from time to time. She acts like he can't get hurt. I blew back up at her and I was like well at least I don't go and get married and not invite you and she comes back and says well at least I didn't fuck some guy who doesn't give a two shits about you. Then I come back and say well damn I'm moving out and she tried to say I wasn't going to take him with me but I was like you are not his mother you can't tell me where he can go and not go I will take him where ever I want to and you can't stop me. Then I kicked the stroller at her because I was so frustrated and it was the only thing in my way and said I hate you to her I fucking hate you. Then I was like you can not do this to me and I'm not going to let you .... You don't treat Annette this way. Then I pounded on the wall with both hands and stompped upstairs and threw the fan in my room. I'm 26 years old I do know how to raise my kid even though she I don't and I'm sick of her trying to have all the control and I'm sick of her using social service shit against me just because he got hurt accidently. I need a friend to talk to about this because I'm stuck in a situation where I can't really leave because I don't have enough money to move out on my own which was why I was staying at home. I don't even have a car of my own I need that to get around. I don't care if it means forking over all my checks to rent, electric, phone, internet and water I dont know if thats included or what not but if that's what it's going to take then I've got to do it to get away from her. I can't live with her when she treats me like a 14 year old. I've got to stand my ground.

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Username: JJizzle80

Gender / Age: Female, 44

Location: USA - Wisconsin

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About Me: I'm 26 years and I'm finally going to finish college this December and I'm real excited about that. I actually finished something I started for once. I'm going to school for graphic design/multimedia. I have a 7 month old baby boy as you can see from my journal. I spend most of my days and nights with him, if anyone knows any tricks on how to make him sleep through the night and until at 8am let know? I been having problems lately with him sleeping! It sucks!

Interests: Computers, games, outside activites ranging from volleyball to swimming. Camping which I rarely ever get to go. I'm on myspace as well.

Favorite Music: Mariah Carey is and always will be my favorite singer but right now I'm into rap and r&b.

Favorite Movies: I like horror, comedy and romance films

Favorite Television: I have a lot of favorite tv shows

Favorite Books: I have no favorite books