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���� I see what Mr. Mill is saying in that quote, but I don't necessarily agree with the statement.� I think that he is saying that when you stop being happy to wonder if you are....then you are putting a pause on your happiness.�� Everyone now and again needs to take a look at themselves and evaluate....If no one ever evaluated themselves, we would always be "leaping before we jump."� Another way I could interpret this quote.....maybe he is saying that if you get caught up in evaluating yourself, then you can never move forward.�� I sometimes wonder if I have done this....probably so.� If you are always trying to fix and concentrate on your problems, it probably is harder to focus on the happiness in your life.� I think that when negative thoughts cloud your mind, it is like trying to run on fly paper.� Your stuck on the negative...and like a fly if you wiggle around too much on the fly paper (negativity) then it will lead to your demise.�� These are my morning thoughts for the day...Thanks random quote!

���� Well for starters, I have been gifted with a brain that works.� Some people are just born without common sense....I sometimes wonder how some people can be so stupid.��Another advantage I have been given is that I was born in the US instead of some third-world country.���Random thought:� Why do they call them third world countries when earth and ALL of its countries are in the 3rd world from the sun?...weird.� Anyways, I am lucky to have 2 parents that love me and help support me when times are tough..and trust me there have been some tough times.�� I wasn't born with any defects or diseases, so I guess I'm lucky in that regard....� thats all the thoughts I have on that at the moment.�

Til next time............

Subject: Happy: Current mood: happy Category: Life Time: 4:15 pm

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Ok so I am Happy & I Know Most of you Are Like, "What? OMG she's Happy, that's Surprising." But Its True, I am in Love, the persons name is Wade. Yes I Know some of you Are Saying, "But what About your Promise to Yourself?" I Can Help that I Broke my Promise to Myself, But I fell in Love & I Really Want this to work.������������������������������������������������������������������������������������ Ok, Something that I Hate About this Relationship, More Like the Family Involved, is that my Parent's Hate Wade & Dont Believe me When I Say that he's Changed. But Hey If we Can Deal With It Together I Know my Parent's will come around. It Was Like that With a Friend of Mine.������������������ Anyway Sis If your Reading this Good I am Glad. Because Now you will Finally Know what the Hell is Going on With me & my Life. I Have Stopped Cutting, But I Did Have a slip-up a month Ago & Wade Was Really Understanding About It. I Have cut down on my Drinking & well I Stop Smoking Tomorrow!!! I Cant Wait Because Its Just one More Step to Fixing my Life & making It Better. Yes I am Scared Though, I Know Its Going to be hard For me & I Also Know that I Probably Wont be Able to Deal With It Alone. I Love you all so Much, you all Mean the world to me, your my Family. Oh Sis Tell�Ed that I am out of my colors. I Left. Again Just Another Step to Bettering my Life.����������������������������������������������������������������������������������� Well I Think that's all For Now. If you Want to Read my Real Blog go to: www.inboxjournal.com/id/ask-krysta�

I haven't been on this site in like forever! It's been almost a year. I've changed a wicked lot since then. Puberty an all just kidding. I've learned how to type better and thats a good thing. Also I've cleared my life of most of my problems. I figured out exactly who I am. I'm more obsessed with acting and drawing now :P! Yay!�

today on my way home from dinner with my family.. as i sat in the back seat of my car... i was thinking about all my problems.. i could almost hear the background music they put in movies when the girl fights with the guy and they both look out the window at the rain.... so i started thinking... and none of that is true... so many lives end everyday without a happy ending... the stories in popular romantic songs are not true...life is just not like that... ever since i was little movies like cindirella and other disney productions have had me thinking that no matter what happens love always finds a way... and that it is so full of great surprises.. well at least the last part is true. except that the surprises are not always good ones... actually they are almost always terrible... and prince charming is dead... and chivalry died with him.. men in our generation expect to get a maid when they start a relationship.. at the beginning they can�t get enough of you... the little by little they start to show the real side of them... and let me tell you its not pretty.. my boyfriend and i (yes we�re still together) are gonna be 5 years old as acouple.. in may... and now.. i know men are jerks.... and most of the reason that life is not�a fairy tale is because of them.. all girls expect to find a prince waiting for them.. and all the guy needs to do is make that simple wish come true.. is it too much to ask for a guy to open the door for us... to hug us and give us their jacket when we�re cold... to kiss our pains gently away.. i think not... and its hard enough trying to keep the flame alive while the guy is being a total jerk sitting infront of the tv. watching football� withough them treating us so bad.... i for one. plan not to cry for a guy ever againn.. imagine.. if he treats me bad NOW... imagine if we got MARRIED!!!�

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Subject: My Feelings (Part 1): Current Mood: � Disappointed������ Category: Life Time: 12:20 pm

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hai. haha. gud day! just wanted to�tell more about myself. hmmm. just a simple junior student. well, my life isn't too hard coz i have�many friends out there. and�of course i had my family.�.�at this very young age,�many trials and problems has come in my life. problems on friends, family. haha.�but proud to say i overcome it all. well i just do�the things that�can make me forget and overcome it. haha.�...to be continue��

Well, im trying to study my brains out for the GED. And im having trouble getting a good laptop and money for college, maybe this journal will be my college journal, the life of a student/ young adult trying to make her way in the world.. That's sounds so much better.
Also some other troubles of a older teen are: driving lessons,paying your insurance and vet bills for your pup, finding housing and scraping cash together for a life. Actually kellena my friend is doing a little better than me she already has a car and is starting her driving lessons, hopfully i'll start next week or the next! :-)

Sumter living is not so great what do people get out of living in a hell hole where people are allways up your ass about some really unimportant crap. spreading really damming rumours that are way to mean to be real.. but sometimes you never know ... cause this is a jacked up world.. with jacked up people who have jacked up atttitudes.

If i was originally from this place I would probably be a lot worse off... Love you sumter people but some of this is just unnatural. I miss big city bright light.. that is kinda weird because i grew on an island that is 37sqaure miles, which is like half of Sumter County... but damn.... please get me out of here beforeI become one of them... start talking crazy shit that I don't know about,( judging others based on my ignorance...The biggest problem around here)

Hey people don't open your mouth to say stuff that you can't even understand like other peoples religion... judging others because they have a different faith than you is very ignorant.. it is racism it is against my freedom of expression and religion for some douchebage to tell me my religion is wrong.. no bitch, your wrong,afew months ago you drank and smoked like it was going out of style ... now you are a child of god and we are all going to hell because we do not wish to become a proffesional hippocrite ... guess i'm going to hell then............. see ya there fuckers.. i'll be the one holding the book of names helping the devil decide if you are worthy of hell's wrath.

Judgementwill not be passed on me based onyour perceptions of me, it's what i have done and shown on my own recognance. so pleasekeep talking shit behind my back... you are building me up morethan tearing me down... thanks for the encouragement ... negativity gives me the strength to be me and carry on doingwhat makes you crazy..