timeflys

been a plaeasent day so far not long to wait things will be so good,jim will have a great day things will work out for him im positive and things will work out well for me im positive,it is nice so far cloudy light rain cooled down ,ive been learning manchester cooking on� a manchester channel channel m.interesting,its a show called cooking imppossible,� quite a challenge but very very interesting the show is done by tameside markets,and it is fun to watch,it will be a terrific day!� im learning alot of new stuff and just enjoying myself,looking forward to the future,

just waiting and waiting i hate to wait im very very nrveous� and impatient� what is the answer for it?well i been trying to keep busy reading getting things done and waiting and waitng and waiting,making decisions and waiting some� more,it seems like time is slowing to a crawl right now, so much is going on in my life,and it seems so little is right now.it is the 4th of july,oh yeah,why didnt the brittish win? sorry im on another team i guess,so whats going on in your world? any ideas to do while i wait? hope you r night is good.byeee

jesus christ does� indeed answer prayers and is in the process of a miriacle in my life,he has done many in years past,my boyfirend is at home recovering and when i seen him on cam i was so overjoyed to see him.he looks so good for what he has gone through,he looks good anyway,i feel so lucky and so blessed,we have been undergoing a test of faith and a trial by fire,god is bringing us through it ,it is his doing and all i can do is praise and thank jesus christ for standing by us and provideing a chance fo r us to be together soon and enjoy life together soon,my boyfriend is worth the wait and worth anythig i have to endure and im so looking forward to being with him and it will happen by the grace of the living god it will happen,ow it is just time,paitence,faith,hope trust and waiting, everything is in place for this to happen everything, and i can hardly stand the wait

i belive the bible and in times of trouble i want to follow it im asking for the publics help to pray for candice d who has� given up her faith and turned atheist,for jim riley who just had heart surgry and for myself that god will make me strong and fotify me in his word, i thank god for anyone who is willing to pray for me about these situations� i am a firm believer in the miriacles of jesus christ and what he does im a firm believer that if taken to him properly jesus christ will answer these requests� pleas pray for me sincerly� cindy dublin

im the happiest woman� alive! i stepped out in faith� praying to jesus christ for amiralcle! and he heard me,through faith perservance and stepping out in faith i now have my mr right,the man ive longed for and dreamed about all my life,im totally in love. and feel like the luckiest woman in the world.we agree on so many things,and he is sexy handsome gorgeous and the most wonderful man ive ever met and he has made me so very happy in life.� LADIES� MIRACLES� HAPPEN WHEN YOU BELIEVE,JUST� BELIEVE.IM LIVING PROOF THANK YOU GOD ALMIGHTY,THANK YOU TO THE SON THANK YOU SPIRIT OF GOD,IT CAN HAPPEN IT DID HAPPEN,IT HAPPENED FOR ME,NEVER GIVE UP I DIDNT� NOT COMPLETELY,AND IM SO GLAD I WAITED IN FAITH,he is the sexiest best looking best friend� terrific� im hoping my family will be happy for me as im� so very very happy!

been very ill,now i have to figure out how o change my lifestyle,i slept all day taking medicne that knocks me out ,i have shingles now and heart problems� im learning life is short,worry stress is a luxiery i no longer have this habit or way of coping has to change samsons asleep on the sofa hes had tuna today so hes happy� the nest has hatched i think one bird passed on but other tow seem to be doing ok� there adorable im better at taking care of others now i have to learn to take care of me,this is a diffucult lesson� any segestions pleas let me know

its been a fair weekend,i watched castaways by tom hanks got a couple more movies for tonite and did a little housework,then i had my first cookout,the grill acutlly worked so im gonna make this a ritual,it is starting to cloud up� probly more rain.samson the cat has discovered the toilet,he likes to stand and look into it and watch the water move when its flushed,its funny to watch him do this, castaways was an excellent movie,i had never cooked out before i got lucky this time i didnt set the porch on fire even though i spilled some starter fluid on it,itsbeen a very quiet weekend lots of sleep,been very tired lately anyway,it is so hard to be alone,

i walked to the duck pond and watched the fish i seen a large whit one,gold one spotted one and several silver ones,it is a fantastic lovely day,i found some purple flowers on a tree picked some and put them in a vase they smell very nicemi seen an orange moth flying past me,the sun is shining and it is such a lovely day the cat is healing almost gone are his injuries im working on healing my injuries are also almost gone and will be healed soon,the leaves on the roses are now alive and green my plant of� brown and yellow flowers came back to life and the leaves are so green and pretty soon it will produce yellow flowers i can put in a vase to brighten my home with,i noticed some people have already done the plowing to put in a garden im looking forward to the farmers market where i can buy fresh produce, it goes all summer an opean air market with lots of wonderful good things, this will be the best summer i have ever had� lots of changes for the better,changes in the way i think and feel,changes in where i go and who i asscoiate with,problems that have been plauginge me for years will be no more, im so looking foward to the summer with pic nics bbqs sitting on a blanket reading a good book watching the clouds go by campfires,just enjoying the very life christ died for so that i can have� i get so much enjoyment out of the simple things in life , my life is deventatley going to be a positive expierence starting today im doing all i can to make it that way�� enjoy thats what life is for good music good expeirence no fear,no negatitivity, just positive faith positive energy and happiness make it that way

this weekend will be a weekend to heal from posion oake� with a sunburn on top to stress,i plan on cooking,do whatever housework i have to do,reading up lifting positive stuff,spend time in prayer,bible study, and relaxiation tequineques to feel better i know if i dont take care of myself no one will,and in order to serve the god i belive in i have to be well and happy,life here is not bad even with all i have been through and all of the obstacles aginst my secuss i am still alive and still choosing a positive way of life,if i have a choice and i do between down cast negative thoughts and positive thoughts i m choosing positive thoughts becuse i feel better,im finding that alot of the stress is self inflicted by worrying about what could happen and what i cnat change so today im gonna make myself deal with one problem at a time� write down ways and ideas to deal with what� ever my problem is go to god who will help me and take care of it my life isnt perfect but im tried of just making the best of it and just getting by i want a better life and more and in order to do that some changes,and some of them painful have to be made and it starts with my attitude and what i think,then what i expect to happen must be� i can no longer afford to expect diaster when i can expect something good,and watch and do my part to make the good things in life come who knows i may not be alive tommrow no one can predict that but i cna and will enjoy today anyway way that i can through good food good music enjoying the company of my cat what ever it takes to put a smile and just be happy

i am determined now and nothing will get in my way nothing,im determined to live life,enjoy life and be happy i dont care anymore about the obstacles that are terying to get in my way,i will have positive faith positive outlook on life and get through the obstacles by plowing them down one at a time,i have had enough i think my rash is not just nerves it might well be poison oak or ivy from the woods at� any rate it is starting to heal and im staryting to feel better i had a terrific weekend,cooked cleaned had a terrific dinner of baked chicken homade potato salad french cut green beens mashed potatos ummm it was yummy,my cat and i watched part of an officer and a gentleman until i feel asleep,but i acomplished alot so today im determined to acomplish more hope you feel the same take care,

it is raining wet damp,and this weekend cold 35 degrees,bummer no camping and fishing this weekend it means i have to stay home and clean up my mess.the good thing is the mushrooms will soon be out to hunt and the wildflowers are out and they are so pretty to look at,so im still gonna try to make it as good a weekend as possible,rent a movie,clean,maybe check out some cool websites and turn in those long overdue libiary books, i hope that your weekend plans go good as well,i havnt heard from family in s.c. for months,have heard from my girl in college, and my online buddies from around the world the cat is almost healed comepletly and is getting fat,if anyone comes up with any segestions for how to have fun for the weekend pleas let me knwo thanks

it is realley good today,i am looking at all life has to offer me today,the joy of seeing and petting my cat,the joy of going to work having a job to support myself for which i am grateful,the joy of a warm home,good food,friends on the internet and friends and people who love me and care about me in my reality here as well,the fact that i will soon be out camping hiking picnics summer bbqs