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Aug 2007
8:09 PM EDT

I really did nothing today... I watched the "Fallen" trilogy - it was really good.
Watching my views climb on youtube...

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Aug 2007
11:08 PM EDT

why is it that in the middle of the night, when everyone is asleep, I always have to get up and go to the bathroom EVERY HOUR?

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Aug 2007
9:15 PM EDT

uh... what did I do today??...
not much, since I can't seem to remember...
oh yeah, I schedualed interviews at Ithaca and Oneonta for the second week in September. It's kind of exciting to be seriously going to visit colleges.

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Aug 2007
7:13 PM EDT

I've been ignoring these e-mail... I have no idea why. whatever.
I got my learners permit today!!! I didn't think I really cared about it but when I learned that I passed I realized that I was SO excited.
I also saw the movie the Bridge to Terrabithia today... and LOVED it. I've never read that book, but I want to now. The girl in the movie was so adorable!
Tomarrow I hope I'll be able to go over Amanda's house... I feel like I haven't seen her in forever and I'm looking forward to it!

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Jul 2007
8:35 PM EDT

my mp3 player officialy died today...

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Jul 2007
5:46 PM EDT

God, I'm so tired.... for like the past week all I've gotten is around 2-3 hours of sleep a night.

I was mistaken for a guy today in Century 21 - I was walking into the dressing room and was asking the lady for the thingy that says I had two articles of clothing, and she wouldn't give it to me right away. She was like, 'this is the women's dressing room'. And I was like, 'I know'

It was really embarrasing.

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Jul 2007
7:09 PM EDT

"WInning does not tempt that man. This is how he grows: by being defeared, decisively by constantly greater beings." - Rilke

I didn't make it into Otaku Idol - whatever... I mean it would be really awesome if I made it, but... whatever.

I'm not much of a singer anyway - I'm more a musician. XD

"Who can live without it - I ask in all honesty. What would life be? Without a song or a dance, what are we? So I say, thank you for the music!!" - ABBA

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Jul 2007
9:15 PM EDT

I had the most vivid dream last night (that's not really normal for me). A few years ago I had a lot of dreams that would take place in my old elementary school... I was there again last night and my friend Matt was getting really upset (I only met Matt last year and we're always our normal ages in these dreams). I don't know why he was upset - I don't even think dream me knew - twords the end he started crying (I even feel bad thinking about it). What bugs me, is that Matt's a year older than me so he graduated high school this year and I won't get to see him again.
Louisa's last minute planning for otakon is crazy!! I'm all of a sudden soo busy!

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Jul 2007
7:37 PM EDT

I love when me and Sam talk on the phone late at night. It'll either be when her parents aren't home or when she's upstairs and they don't know. She'll say quicky, "Gotta go - bye" and hang up. Like we're breaking the rules by talking...

The quote at the top of the page says, "Unless someone like you cares a whole awful lot, nothing is going to get better. It's not - Dr. Seuss" - I'm not sure what that means but I like it...

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Jul 2007
6:33 PM EDT

I just finished my Otaku Idol submission... I had to do it acappella because whenever I tryed to overlay my voice and the instrumental song my voice would get all warped. I don't think it came out toooo bad...

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Jul 2007
7:28 PM EDT

I saw Harry Potter 5 last night (this morning) at midnight... it was amazing. Which is wierd... the 5th book was definatly not the best book, but this definatly might have been the best movie so far. The new director (Yates) is... god. Seriously. Such amazing visuals and cimematography. He HAS to do the next movie (Allison told me he was)!
I have to record Last Song tommarow...

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Jul 2007
6:15 PM EDT

I had my first day at the C W Post Chamber Music Festival - it was so fun. The chamber music is pretty hard, but the ensemble music is really fun. It was hilarious because Craig has to get under everybody's skin and this flutist was really bubbly - they just kept going at it (in a really amusing way - nothing violent)
Harry Potter 5 is tomarrow night!

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Jul 2007
8:20 PM EDT

I offically decided to enter the Otaku Idol contest (which soo doesn't rip off American Idol...). Now I pray that I'll be able to get everything done in time!

Went to Allison's house for her birthday today - her grandparents are so sweet! We decided that we absolutly have to do a photo shoot on her roof... there are so many amazing angles!

I start music camp tomarrow and I'm sooo exited - I just hope I'm not the only one who hasn't looked at the music yet *doesn't really care cause she kicks a** at sight reading*

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Jul 2007
8:13 PM EDT

I offically decided to enter the Otaku Idol contest (which soo doesn't rip off American Idol...). Now I pray that I'll be able to get everything done in time!

Went to Allison's house for her birthday today - her grandparents are so sweet! We decided that we absolutly have to do a photo shoot on her roof... there are so many amazing angles!

I start music camp tomarrow and I'm sooo exited - I just hope I'm not the only one who hasn't looked at the music yet *doesn't really care cause she kicks a** at sight reading*

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Jul 2007
6:05 PM EDT

really didn't do much today
the gackt dvd I got yesterday is sex :) - I've already started learning 'Last Song' on the piano (it's soo pretty)

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Jul 2007
6:05 PM EDT

really didn't do much today
the gackt dvd I got yesterday is sex :) - I've already started learning 'Last Song' on the piano (it's soo pretty)

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Jul 2007
9:26 PM EDT

Hairspray was amazing!
ichi ni was amazing!

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Jul 2007
4:35 PM EDT

I really want to go to the 12012 concert at AnimeNext, but for some reason my mom doesn't want me to be on a 10 min bus ride by myself. She's letting me go to Baltimore in a few weeks with my friends unsupervised.. but I can't take a bus from the city to Jersey... she'd even see me get on the bus! *sigh*
I did make great progress with my Orenji no Taiyou arrangement today - I realized I was writting it in the wrong key!

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Jul 2007
9:13 PM EDT

My life is amazing and sucks all at the same time.
Today (yesterday?) was the Fray concert it was amazing. Me and Melissa decided that we want to go to Animenext this weekend even if it's only for Friday. She want's to see the 12012 concert and I have to say it looks really good.
Sam (more like her mom) is really bumming me out. Every day she works at the camp at Cantiague and on the weekends she has to watch her sister. Seriously... if she want's one Saturday to actually be a teenager I think her mom should let her. She shouldn't be scared to ask her mom to do things with me!!
*sigh*
Tomarrow's the 4th of July (Happy birthday Gackt!)
I don't really have much planned. I was going to do something with Sam (on the one day she has off from work) but she told me she has to go to her grandfathers or uncles or something like that. Whatever.

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Username: shadowlove

Gender / Age: Female, 34

Location: USA - New York